Born to Break Your Heart

Being stuck at home pretty much 24/7 for the past 2 month has caused some interesting...mental health issues. I've been turning to music to help. Angry break up songs, like Before He Cheats, fuel the anger I wish I could feel. Sad songs, like There Is No Arizona, remind me that I was lied to. …

What Could Have Been

I've been filling silence with music recently, not even really artists I normally listen too either. If it's too quiet I just throw something random on so it doesn't feel so lonely. I found this song that I've been listening to on repeat now, and it just makes me feel so...hollow, but I can't stop …

Trash

I'm making myself sick again. With everything that's going on...the fact that...the only people really reaching out to me are men who want sex or nudes...doesn't help. I feel like trash. Like I'm worth nothing more than what my body can do for someone else. I have nightmares of him almost every night now...and they …